Bummed

Im 17 dpo, period is 3 days late now. Been cripplingly tired, having some unusual stomach upset, and been very moody and emotional. I’ve been trying not to get my hopes up, just been telling myself i’m not pregnant to try to save myself some disappointment. We decided to test today and it was indeed negative and it still felt like a punch in the gut. My husband didnt react too strongly, he’s not in a super rush, but i feel like i’ve been waiting an eternity to start trying, i want a family more than anything in the world. I’m trying not to be too upset, especially since he’s not as upset, but it’s just hard.