Fitness: Aniexty & Change!

Guys, I’m since the pandemic I’ve been inside and gained too much weight! I am 25 , 5’4 and used to be around 130-135. Now, I’m around 150-155. 😢 It’s been tearing me up inside. Actually it makes me feel like I can’t do anything and that I don’t want to do anything. 😔Tomorrow, I signed myself cup to go to orange theory and im terrified! 😬 Im scared of the potential of failing and the judgement. 🥺Anyone else not feel motivated from weight gain or other things? Or being nervous about starting a gym or starting exercising? Tell me your stories and your fitness goals! I just want to be healthy for I can be able to do things when I become older!