Loss (TW)

Aniah

My husband and I were TTC our second baby

I never expected to be pregnant so soon after we started but when I saw those two lines I was over the moon

I was already thinking about baby names and how I was gonna decorate the nursery and I was so happy

We had a very early miscarriage and I’m shattered

No more planning

No more baby names

It all ended just as quickly as it began and I don’t know how to process it

Everyone says “it’s okay you can just try again” or “it wasn’t even a real baby yet”

It was real to me