This will probably be taken weird because it's very rare. know like, girlfriends of a man who has a child/children are really not taken seriously. I don't think actual legal step moms really are either. I love my so, I love everything about him. So when I met his daughter, I saw him in her. Facial expressions, mannerisms and it made me just absolutely love her too. Like he has a very very goofy side, like those pure moments when he shows me the goofiest side of himself and we laugh until we cry, and when I first saw HER goofy side all I saw was him. so I just... ugh. The girl is sunshine. The longer I knew her, the more I loved her.

I also met her mother, and I know this is surprising but I love her too.

I'm such a weird person, but idk how you can love someone's child, and not like the people who made them. I got close to her mom too. She tells me everything.

There's a problem though. She has a drug addiction. DHS is involved, and they set rules for us. Supervised visits with her daughter until she does what she needs to do. I am allowed to supervised, so I do. And when I have to drop her daughter off at GMAS and take mom home, it literally kills me.. to hear her mom crying in my

Back seat.

It kills me when she's asking me "please let my mom spent the night I just want my mom." God it KILLS ME. ALLLLL OF THIS HURTS SO MUCH. But it HAS to be this way until she takes care of what she needs to take care of. God I just wanna cry. It's really hard because I feel like their daughter resents me because I can't just leave her with her mom. I mean I am literally not allowed to but I don't know how to explain that in a way she can understand. All she knows, is that's her mom.. and we won't let her mom take her