First period after

Jennie • 🩷🌈🩷🌈

My first period after my miscarriage started today. I didn't expect to feel so shocked at the sight of blood again. It kind of brings back all those feelings again. I'm trying to look at this month positively. This is our month. We're going to have lots of fun TTC, and in 4ish weeks, I'll see that second line.

But I can't help but have all these other emotions. I'm so nervous it's going to happen again. I want this so badly, but I am scared.