Like maybe it’s me or I’m just crazy I met this guy and I was really into him like that we had sex a few times here and there and now I want to see him he’s like I’m tired or I’m busy doing homework I’m like okay okay that’s fine but knowing me I’m a beggar so I ask him again and he’s like no I’m tired I’m like what okay so for me I take it as you just don’t like me or don’t want to see me anymore. And when I talk to him he was telling me about this incident that happened between us where I can to his place to give him some money and by the way he’s a tattoo artist that’s what the money was for and he got super mad and he won’t let it go so now it messing everything up to the point where he doesn’t want to create a fantasy life with me or have me thinking out here. All I do is want to be love happy and accepted I want to be fully into someone like there into me and I never get that I always get half ass people who aren’t ready I always think it’s me I’m the problem but it really be them and there mind games of my manipulation and using people I really like him or the thought of him but I don’t know what do to I honestly want to cry.