Hey guys, no one seems to know what's going on right now and it's super stressful and scary.

I spent most of yesterday and the day before in emerge as my doctors office sent me there due to symptoms I've been having (constant abdominal pain, shortness of breath dizziness that's been worsening, etc) and them being concerned something might be wrong with my blood pressure. I also started feeling really unwell over the weekend and started getting really shaky, a headache that finally went away after 5 days straight, going between freezing and so hot I'm sweating, weird leg pain, etc. We thought I was 4-5 weeks, but weren't sure if the bleeding in September was my period, or if it was due to the condition I was diagnosed with (adenomyosis) to be certain.

On Monday, they did an ekg, and blood work. The ekg came back fine, my bloodwork came back fine too- thyroid fine, iron is 116, hcg was 1900.

I had an ultrasound yesterday morning and it was a mess. The on call doctor sat down and read through the report with me and explained the different things. They saw some kind of structure or something in my uterus, but didn't seem to think it was the baby. They weren't able to find a pulse, and couldn't determine where implantation had occured/see a definitive fetus to rule out ectopic.

She told me she thought I was having a failed pregnancy and would miscarry at some point soon. Had me do more bloodwork to check my hcg level and confirm/make sure it was going down like it should be. I cried, it was really hard to hear and I felt so heartbroken about it..

The bloodwork came back and my hcg was 2700 (about 22 hours after the first result of 1900), she came in excited and told me that and said she must be wrong since the hcg level has risen, and that maybe I'm just earlier than we thought.

I feel like my brain just can't cope right now, I still feel heartbroken and keep tearing up. Am I growing a person? Did we catch the very beginning of a miscarriage? What's going on in my uterus?

We were SO excited to be adding to our family, we want this baby so badly, and I'm so scared it's not going to stick or something's wrong..