I just found out that I’m pregnant and am due on July 27, 2022. This will be my #6. I have 4 living children. My 1 year old was born in May 2020 in the middle of the pandemic. I have been scheduled to get my tubes tied a few times. Had to reschedule it because mother in law had COVID and couldn’t come to watch my kids, then I find out my baby have a heart defect and multiple allergies which resulted in so many doctor appointments and hospital visit/ stay. This will be another pandemic baby for us. I just can’t imagine having another baby in the middle of all of this stress. We’ve had a hard year. Please don’t bash me for being disappointed with this pregnancy. We was sure we was done.