Didn't finished but were TTC

Me & my husband had sex last night he said he cum inside of me but i said i didn't feel it bec everytime i peed after sex some of it from him came out to me down there but last night i didn't see something came out to me. And today this early morning he initiated again and we tried but when he's inside of me he suddenly stopped and pulled it out and just touched me and i asked if why he stopped and i touched his and its so soft. I don't know how I feel 😕 😞 now i feel like i have insecurities, im like am i not sexually attractive to you and he said no its not true 😔