Venting 😭

I can’t believe i am making this post. I have never ended up pregnant. I’ve been in 2 serious relationships and have never taken a plan b before. One relationship 4 years this one 2 and he literally never pulls out. I’ve never tracked bbt or lh before until this current cycle but I’m ready to start a family with someone. He is 3 years older so you know he’s ready for that also now but I’ve never fallen pregnant. At first i had irregular cycles like it would come every other month but now i can say since February of this year i have had 25-29 day cycles every month with no miss or late period. I’m just so Overwhelmed all my friends have fallen pregnant and i haven’t not even once. Should i stop being stupid and contact a doctor or should i try opk and bbt first ? Also I have 5 day cycles with a day or 2 of spotting but couldn’t start tracking opk until cd 11 .

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