pregnant …

i just found out i’m pregnant YESTERDAY and i lost my mom 6 months ago so i’ve moved with my bf and his family and mentally things have been so hard whether anyone chooses to see it or not. everyone is happy and not supporting that i just don’t feel ready at all and i’m only 21 i just don’t want this. me and my bf been together for 7 years so he wants it and is treating me differently for not wanting it. he also told his parents when i begged him not to and then asked me if i cheated on him. WHY IS NO ONE CONSIDERING MY FEELINGS AND MENTAL HEALTH. this has been this worst fucking year of my life. why is it so hard to understand how i’m feeling right now?