Why does everyone talk about postpartum depression but NOBODY talks about prenatal depression? Nobody tells you that it will be the lowest you’ve ever been at times. Nobody tells you how alone you’ll feel even if you have all the support in the world. Nobody tells you how much you’ll grow to hate your body at the end of your pregnancy and long for your old body back. Nobody tells you that you’ll have days where you just cry because you feel so ugly and undesirable and disgusting. And nobody tells you that nothing anyone says will help. I wish someone would’ve warned me for this part. I’ve prepared for postpartum depression but I was NOT prepared for this. Any other mommas just so ready to be done? I feel so guilty for being this way but damn it’s so hard.