Feeling so hopeless

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I’ve been feeling so depressed this month. I would’ve been due November 28th but sadly lost my angel at 7 weeks and 4 days back in April. 😥I really just hoped this would be the month we would get our positive. :( sadly I tested negative tonight and my periods due tomorrow. Just really feeling so hopeless. Any story’s of positives after a loss ? Any ideas on how to stay hopeful ?