I just don’t know where I stand with my husband. We are arguing more then not and we can’t seem to agree on simple things. There are never compromises from either of us. I just don’t know.

Yes, it could be the fact that I am pregnant with our second child but I honestly don’t think that’s the issue. He is just trifling and ungrateful. Yes, of course I have to take my part in the whole situation. I can be a bit of a bitch but to my defense, I’m only bitchy because I bottle everything up and then explode word vomit. I have expressed that we should see a counselor but of course, that gets shot down. I don’t know what else to do. I don’t want to continue down the road and have a toxic relationship in front of the kids.

He always complains about my tone. How I talk. “I just can’t talk to you about anything”, he told me today. I think our relationship is slowly being chipped away. The connection we once had is no longer there. Every little thing is an argument, an issue, a nag. Whatever I say is an issue but instead of having a conversation, he acts like nothing has happened the next morning. But honestly, I think us not talking about it is a huge reason why we argue so much.

I just don’t know. I am writing this as we lay in the same bed but on two different planets.