So my husband and 2 boys… (2 and 10 months) have booked a flight for January to go out and visit his family. We are staying with his mom… she had been sick and has a rare cancer that she will be getting treated for soon… we just found out a couple of weeks ago that she has COVID. She got over the bad hump of COVID and seems to be recovering from it now thank goodness but I am an anxiety mess about going now because in this state there is a high rise right now in cases and it freaks me out to stay somewhere for 2 weeks where I know COVID has Been. She has a dog and (can they carry the disease too? ) goodness covid has really paranoid me and I hate it but I can’t help but not want to take my babies out there and risk them getting sick when we can just postpone it. My husband seems to think I’m overreacting and can’t stop living our lives but I’m just thinking about my babies. They come first. They are my priority and the thought of them possibly getting this evil shit fest of a virus literally leaves me mentally just ugghhhh I can’t even explain the feeling. (Just thinking it could lead to losing my babies or them ending up in the hospital) GFB ….. I need to keep praying about it because I literally can’t stop the anxiety over this. All I want to do is cry…. I feel like I’m being forced to go and I don’t want to go because he’s like well I’m going anyway. Please if any of you have any advice. I would greatly greatly appreciate it. So so much.

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Thank you so much for the positivity and reassurance. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. All I want to do is cry because it scares me so much. I appreciate you.