So my husband has always told me that I can’t trust him when I tell him I don’t like certain things involving women but honestly I actually did trust him till one day I seen he fell asleep with his phone playing a tik tok and went trough his Snapchat, gallery,Snapchat and Facebook he had messages on Snapchat that he had sent and they never replied his gallery was full of pictures of girls,titties and asses felt sick to my stomach because this dude humiliates me by having to watch porn or whatever he watches while I give him a blowie or fuck he’s under the covers he makes me feel bad when I say I don’t like it or tell him how I feel so I give in he has told his ex that I was a crazy baby mom and to forgive her for unfollowing her and following again but new ver apologizes to me for the way he has treated me which made me feel like shit I know that he has paid for only fans too when sometimes I don’t even want to buy myself something that Is 5 dollars because it makes me feel bad that im spending money as I am a stay at home mom. It’s been about June or July that he’s nicer and doesn’t want to be mad at each other we’ve been doing great we even went on a vacation at the beach and I thought i thought I was special but once we got back I went through his phone again and he had less nudies but he screenshotted this girls pic on Snapchat and supposedly a couple years ago that girl wanted to fuck him that tore me apart so bad because I thought we were good I felt special he tells me to deleted and block guys I don’t even know yet won’t delete that girl when I tell him idk how to cope with all these feelings I love him and want my daughters to be ok I’m holding in so much I want to say or talk about but I can’t because supposedly I’m crazy so I started to keep it to myself have y’all been a similar situation or how would y’all react to all this am I over reacting?