any advice

i blocked my ex . we dated for a year and 6 months .. he was draining the crap outta me . i felt like i was in a box & cant make friends .. he kept leaving & coming back . i couldnt take it no more . im glad his blocked but i kinda miss him . but now he has a gf … idc because ik shes gonna go through hell next . idk what to do . i work & chill with my friends to be distracted. i pray and asked God about it but idk …i knew he loves but but can’t correctly show mw . hes broken asf