This baby was unplanned but I was excited anyway... but now I’m not so sure. I’m 6 weeks with #3 & I’m not happy in my marriage anymore. The day before I found out my husband & I had a huge argument to the point where I told him to just leave. He didn’t & then I found out I was pregnant so us fighting kinda got pushed to the back of the line.

I might as well be a single mom at this point because I already do everything by myself anyway. He comes home from work & basically ignores the kids & I. Goes to bed at 7pm while I’m up till 11pm fighting with our 4 year old to go to sleep & trying to keep our 1 year old asleep with her screaming because she doesn’t wanna go to bed. I don’t get any help from my husband & what he does do just makes stuff worse. He doesn’t do housework. He doesn’t cook dinner. He doesn’t give the kids their baths. If I ask him for help he huffs & puffs about it so I don’t even bother anymore.

I’m tired. Not just physically, but mentally. I’m overwhelmed. I need help but I have no family here. We already have 2 kids I don’t get help with, how am I gonna cope with 3? I feel like such a shit person.