Don't believe my own eyes

Hi ladies

Where to begin this is a very sore and sad subject, , I have found in July I was pregnant got caught on BC and the same again  in October, I noticed the other day I bece really sick over something I love eating thought it was a bug and cramping so thought here we go again another break through bleed. Nothing happened. I took the top one yesterday and the bottom today, sadly because of what I have gone through I don't know what to think or believe anymorem I have gone through to much heartbreak I have suffered 3 loses in 8 years. I can't cope with it nor believe anything I see as my brains got me thinking it's me. What are you opinions ladies.

Thanks