Venting
I apologize now but I just need to vent. I’m hurt/pissed/words just can’t explain how I’m feeling actually. I don’t ask much of my husband, usually just do my thing. I have gone to all my Dr. appt by myself except for the major one. Like whatever, right?. Well my last pregnancy at my second appt I learned I lost the baby, went the next day alone to confirm. Moving forward, found out I am expecting in Oct, my nerves have been on edge the whole time due to what happened last time. Was finally able to have my 1st appt today. I told him I would really like him to be there. I text him Mon with the time and place. Told him the new location. Think he cares to listen?! No. Told me he thought it was at 1:30, and is mad because he doesn’t know where to go(he went to the old location since apparently google hasn’t updated it yet). So saying many prayers baby fortunately looked great. Thing that really gets to me is his ex made him go to every appt since it was an inconvenience for her then it was going to be to him to. I’m not like that, I don’t mind going on my own, just if it was going to be bad news I didn’t want to be alone. I’m truly hurt, I could just cry thinking about it.
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