Despite all these positives I still don't feel like I can trust them, like they're not really positive.

This is my 4th pregnancy. I've got 2 kids already, a nearly 3 year and a 1 year old. I had an abortion in February only this year so now i feel really guilty for being pregnant again not even a year later. I just feel crappy and so unsure what I want to do. I don't think i could cope with 3 kids but I don't know If I could stomach having a second abortion - less than a year apart especially. I never want to be that person that's seen as having pregnancy after pregnancy whether i keep them or not. It's just not who i want to be seen as.

I'm so confused as to what to do and ive felt sick all day with stress, worry and anxiety.

How hard is it going from 2 to 3? How do you cope, make a new routine 😭

Someone please advise, I just feel so meh and the dad literally hasn't said a word about it even when I've tried to bring it up.