32 weeks & miserable

Almost 32 weeks & just feel awful most days. This is my second & with my first I stayed relatively small until the very end. Didn’t gain a lot of weight just normal amount. This time I just feel huge, look huge, already at the weight I was when I gave birth to my first. I didn’t feel this bad the first go round. Now on top of just pregnancy stuff I’m also sick with some kind of cold possibly RSV. I feel absolutely awful. Yet no one understands. I feel I’m complaining so much but I feel so bad. I honestly just want to post this on hopes to know I’m not alone & someone else does understand or can relate. 😭