Need to vent/cry..

My husband and I move away from our families 5 years ago. We have a two year old and I'm a SAHM with no family or babysitter so my son has never been away from us at the same time, ever. I'm scheduled for a c-section and my mom will fly in to stay with my son for the day but if the baby comes early I will have to give birth by myself as my son is not allowed in the hospital. I'm pregnant so my hormones have obviously not been nice to me, my father just passed away and I'm so upset already of having to go days and nights without my son and the thought of doing it alone is starting to really get me 💔