Horomones or crazy?

So I’m pregnant. Things have been rough between me and the father of my child. Mainly I think it’s my hormones but I’m not really sure. But honestly I haven’t been liking him a whole lot and haven’t been staying with him either. We see each other here and there but I feel like I don’t like him. Not sure if it’s because I am pregnant or if it’s because I truly don’t like him. Well my doctor says it’s normal to have mood swings but I never want him around me. He gets on my nerves and it causes so many fights between us. Like I’m not sure how it’s going to work after the baby is born. Tbh im scared for him to be at the birth because he is so mean back to me and im not trying to be mean it’s like something that’s happening beyond my control. Not sure what I can do to make this any better. I already take antidepressants but they don’t seem to help much with him. He doesn’t understand I’m pregnant and going thru a lot that I’ve never dealt with before so he fires back at me really hard which might be normal but how can I get my emotions under control? I need to know if this is abnormal bc I feel quite alone…

Example: he says he wants to get married and raise a family together but he doesn’t know how to communicate with me and tell me things about his life that he has to do or what’s going on with him. He tells his mom and grandma everything. He don’t keep me in the loop about anything. And sometimes I find out when he’s on a phone call. He also tells everyone everything about our relationship and it’s for sure annoying because I don’t do that, maybe I should though because sometimes he is really mean. I can’t get married to a person who cannot communicate with me. I require communication if that person wants it in return. It’s just not fair that I feel like I’m dealing with a man child and now I’m screwed into dealing with him for life bc I’m expecting a child with him. I know I’ll probably get some backlash for this post probably saying I’m the bad guy but this guy really gets under my skin and I told him time after time I require communication and nothing ever changes. I’m at the end of the rope with him and he won’t ever accept me breaking up with him. Ugh