Misunderstood

I’m in love with a guy who doesn’t take any of my emotions seriously. It’s easy for him to stop talking to me. It’s easy for him to go on with his life and come back when he feels like it. It’s completely fucked with my self esteem, self worth, and ability to understand love. Im just venting but I feel so alone. Most days I just wanna give up. I never thought I would be in a position where a man had me questioning my self as a woman. When I tell him how I feel, he laughs. I wonder who hurt him in the past to make him so cold. I’m just done with it. Done with life right now. 😞