Idk what it is about me …

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All my life all I ever wanted was a real true friend. I don’t know what it is about me that people don’t like. I question myself all the time. Like what did I do. Is it the way I act? I was never really close to my family so all I ever wanted was a real friend. I’m getting older and I can’t name anyone who would come to my wedding. Everybody I thought I was friends with, always end up finding other friends and staying friends with them. I haven’t ever stayed friends with no one I thought was my friend. What’s wrong with me? I’m too old to not have any friends… like my life is completely boring outside of being a mom. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️