Once again I scroll through the glow home forum and there was another faint positive at 10dpo. It looked exactly like mine and now I'm upset.

Im.upset because it slipped through my fingers. Seeing negative tests after seeing that faint positive is heart shattering.

I was upset at first when I saw the lines. I was so upset I cried. I told my husband I couldn't have another csection or have any more kids but he was so excited. His face lit up and he said "just be happy its a miracle".

Turns out that miracle would never happen beyond that faint line.

I was upset and I feel guilty because maybe that's why it ended so soon.

I've never gotten a false positive in my life, qith ANY test and I'm the type that goes back HOURS later to look only to find stark negatives. I've never had evaporation lines or indents period and this feels like something that was more than any of those. This feels different. This hurts every time I think about it. I feel crazy because maybe I wasn't pregnant but I just don't understand