Why do I do this to myself?

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I calculated how many weeks I would be from my last period and it puts me at 6 weeks today.

That's far enough along to have gotten positive tests both blood and urine but instead I got one positive and the rest negatives.

Yall I am very upset. I'm driving myself so crazy. I don't know how to let it go. I don't feel like I got th3 answers I needed. I feel like I should have gone to an actual ob and not a nurse practitioner because all she said was "they're both negative" and sent me on my way. I still feel like something is missing