so my boyfriend follows tons of girls who post themselves almost naked on tiktok and instagram. this makes me feel very insecure since most of them have big breasts and big butts while i’m smaller in those areas. it makes me feel disrespected as well but i feel like i’m being dramatic because he can follow whatever he wants. it just makes me feel sad that he’s looking at other girls. he once got mad at me for posting a picture that slightly showed my stomach. and he also calls girls who post themselves almost half naked “whores” and “sluts” yet he follows them. :( i’m so sad and i feel like i’m not enough for him. he also followed a tiktok account with a link that led to a porn website where you can message the models. i’m not sure if it’s real but the effort was there. he also gets super stressed if i don’t give him any sexual pleasure for a few days. and sometimes takes it out on me.

the other day we were like joking around and he said “shut up your boobs are small” and it made me so sad because the girls he follows have boobs way bigger than the ones i have and it made me feel so ugly. i want to talk to him but i’m just afraid i’m being dramatic he doesn’t know how i feel but i’ve been knowing for months and it hurts. i’m tired of being ok with things i’m not ok with. am i being dramatic?