Vaginal numbness?

Okay so I got my first pap smear the other day and noticed that I didn’t really feel it besides a touch of pressure at my cervix. I felt odd about it because I imagined I would feel way more than that, so when I got home I just kinda felt around in there and realized I have like no sensation in my vaginal walls. There is no tingling or anything, I just feel nothing/a bit of pressure. I never find vaginal sex pleasurable and now realize this may be why? I am not sure how normal this is or what I should feel but I am wondering if anyone has similar experience? For reference, I was sexually abused for years as a kid and assume trauma could be involved but I cannot find anything on the internet about this:( Planning on reaching out to my doc but in the meantime, anyone?