Feeling unattractive

When I was 14, I stretched my ears after seeing another classmate doing it. I was so amazed by it that I did it. Well, now at 29, they are an inch and have been for about 10 years. They won’t grow up at this point. I just saw a video where a girl had hers stretched (she apparently wanted the biggest ear lobes in the world- was her goal) and the comments under the video made me absolutely hate myself, and made me feel like god hates me too.

Idk, I guess I just wanted to vent.