We broke up 9 months ago & I was here thinking how far away our relationship feels and all of a sudden I realized in 4 more months it’ll be a year and started bawling my eyes out… the relationship feels far away but it doesn’t if that makes sense..? We were together for 6 years and he’s been playing the field and I’ve just been focusing on myself and our daughter. Really have no desire for any man atm but shit it kinda hurt realizing it’ll be a year in a few months.. doesn’t feel like that even tho it kinda does. I don’t want him back and I’ve grown and changed a lot since we’ve broken up so idk.. idk why I’m even writing this. Kinda rambling now