I have tried everything I really did I have tried to work things out with him after a year of break up but it’s impossible he doesn’t understand me and I don’t understand him there always misunderstandings and then all we do is argue. 😔😔

It’s been nice for the last 3 week but then and again prioritising friends again we have a daughter together 😍 she’s beautiful and so so smart I put her to sleep today and she said to me mummy daddy’s not coming again and my heart broke because she’s still waiting for him to come back home and I do to. But I just can’t do it anymore he comes every weekend spends the night here sometimes during the weekdays to but then on Sunday he leaves 😔 and when I asked him if he want to come back home he said he doesn’t want to because he’s not feeling it he doesn’t feel that’s I have changed 🥺 which I did but he didn’t always prioritising his friends and the drugs I told him to cut the drugs he Denies doing it but I don’t believe him I know he still does it.. and I’m done waiting iv been waiting for a year it been a long year for me and my daughter going through all the changes doing things alone 😔😔😔🥺 everyone is telling me i don’t need him I don’t need a man that treats me like shit that doesn’t give a fuck about me or my feeling nothing at all and I get that I really do but I just can’t tell my heart to stop loving him I tried for over a year and nothing helped I tried to seek help from therapist but it didn’t work it’s that I don’t listen I don’t put the word they say in to my head and I don’t think about it all I think about is having a family having the happy family back 🥺😩 but I don’t think it’s possible I will try and move on with my life I will not stop him from seeing his daughter I will let him see her I will talk to him but I will keep my distance he won’t even notice that I’m gone from his life it will take more time than a year but I’m positive that it will turn out the way it should have I will stop 🛑 stop with the overthink stop with the worrying and all the negativity around him 😢