What do I do? Relationship advice

So I’ve been with this guy for two years, recently he decided that he wanted to break up than switched up and said he wanted to go on a break so he could pretend he was single and see how it feels to lose me, he said we could keep everything the same (meaning our relationship status & pictures on social media) we talk everyday still which I guess I’m confused about because he said when he told me he wanted to go on a break that he wanted space away from eachother (we also don’t see eachother that much either so I’m not sure why he’d want space away from eachother). Well anyways, I asked him how he was doing with the break and he said he was doing better than he thought he would and has felt that we’ve only been friends with benefits for the last year which hurt bc I haven’t felt that way & he waited an entire year to tell me that instead of speaking up about it when he first started feeling that way. He also confuses me by saying I’m holding him back one day (I’m not ready to buy property yet and he is & he wants to move forward in life while I’m still trying to figure mine out Ive only been 21 for a couple of months & I would like to live in an apartment first with him before we look for property and he’s not willing to do that) and than tells me the next day that I’m not holding him back at all. I don’t know what to do, apart of me is holding on and the other half is trying to let go and he’s making it extremely hard and I feel like he’s playing with my feelings