So im 4do today and i want to be pregnant so badly. I want nothing more in this life than to be a mom so im trying to be hopeful and trying to keep my faith that its gonna happen and when i test ill be pregnant but realistically i dont think i will be. I struggle with mental illness and ive had a previous miscarriage so its a really hard time for me right now. I am trying to remain hopeful but also trying to prepare myself for if the tests are negative and AF comes but i know that ill be devastated and depressed. Idk what to do.