OK before I start I'm going to be honest I'm definitely a picky girl when it comes to a man. Personality, looks attitude, and race are important to me. ME personally. call me old school but I will not lie to another woman and say Everything is based personality. And yes my dog has to like him😅. And I'm single.

In my dream he told his friend he wouldn't sleep with her because he was embarrassed he didn't have enough experience he didn't want to do it with the girl! And he wasn't talking about me. And it's not what you think. I'm 5'1 he was at least 6'0 let me tell you his eyes! If he were real and approached me the right way I'd definitely swoon in like 15 min. If he ever made me mad. He'd definitely get one of my "Fuck you😔" for are combo hug and forehead kiss and a plate of fish tacos. And can fix a bad day with a combo hug forehead a kiss with Starbucks. He's eyes were just... ugh😣 why did my alarm go off?!😤 I didn't even get a chance to talk to him😣...

I have walls that I know only a black man can handle🤣 when I scream "Fuck You!" And leave mad it's like a mother with her child he knows when to go after her to hug her with a forehead kiss. And when to explain. While everyone sees angry black women. A REAL black man sees her🥰. Those eyes! Ugh! Why did my alarm go off! I've been thinking about this Literally all day! When I'm done building me.

Jesus thank you! I can't wait for this feeling!

If you understand you understand but if you feel like this is what you have because you think have one. Sweetie it's impossible. You and the one you have...

You're apart of the weight! That I'm carrying.

If this is reported.... your spray tan is ugly. Tanning gives you wrinkles. Or it's because you age like cheese. I don't know, I look the same as I did when I was 17. Your hair is gross. Having lice is super gross! It's like your a animal with fleas. Shedding in the shower and outside is super gross. Your children need baths Without the dog. Use a washcloth in the shower where your supposed to shower everyday. Boxbraids make you look like a scarecrow. Just because you speak a different language doesn't mean you can relate to the black women the ones where your from are also going through. You talk mess about them smiling not realizing they understand your language and look stupid when they confront you. Then your jaw drops. Then you get offended like they said something wrong.

personally I would tell my Afro-world sisters finish off with "fuck you! You racist trick. Go learn how to shower" In English so I can laugh and wouldn't need translation. Trick is a nice way of saying "B**ch" we all talk with our faces and hands so. Once the hand goes up and "trick" comes out. Me: give some of that non-English tea. Spill! are they worse or equal to the white people😂. Once I'm fluent. I'll definitely just laugh. But languages take time🤷🏾‍♀️. My goal is learn at least 4 languages including ASL.

But when we get our kings and come together!

Jesus I ask you to put your holy hands as a shield of protection touch our minds bodies and souls. Because right now there's some real "WE HAD IT BAD TOO! WE WERE SLAVES!" Out here. and I get anxiety about aging in this generation of "we HAD it bad too!" Especially when that's all I've been reading. + team karrens. crown gets heavy and I now I need a hug and a forehead kiss.

This wasn't meant to be this long😅. I've been thinking about this all day! So it took me all day to post. His eyes were just.

All I really remember now is seeing his eyes and thinking "He'd definitely fix my day with a forehead kiss and Starbucks. Even if he made me mad or hurt my feelings. As long he hugs me said sorry. kissed my forehead and ended with fish tacos." I swear I've never felt so soft. If we made eye contact in my dream I'd definitely would have woken up! If this man exist... India arie said it best!

"Cause he is the truth. Said he is so real. And I love the way that makes me feel. And if i am a reflection of him..... I love the way he speaks. I love the way he thinks. I love the way he treats his mama."

definitely. but he'd have to impress me and my dog. So Yeah. I may slip and let my guard down but my puppy won't. And he'd have to understand he's not getting none until the it's time to combine my old life with my new. I get that ring, say yes to the dress, say I do, and 2 days into the honeymoon😂. In that order And I've never really had any good black girlfriends. I've had black girlfriends but we just went to the mall and hungout. I grew up with 6 older brothers and 1 older sister with 5 brothers between us. I have 3 other sisters that are above everyone. But ehh. During covid years it's been... Full of stress, anxiety, and depression.

I'm going to be honest I posted in another section due to the karens who constantly report my post and comments for no reason just to be petty

Glow karens are the boldest because they can report. They can enjoy a bunch of black couple goals that their daughters extremely want.

And since I keep getting reported I have no idea where to post this😂