i am so tired of the waiting game. 13 months of TTC just waiting to get our bfp. then, waiting week by week to see our baby. waiting to tell our family in the perfect way (christmas present). then at 8w2d being told there’s no heartbeat. then waiting to pass the embryo. now waiting to stop bleeding, waiting to get the results of the genetic test, waiting to be told we are good to try again. also kinda waiting for the next ball to drop 😩

how do y’all distract yourself with all the waiting when it’s cold outside, covid is a bitch taking over your city, and knowing there isn’t anything you can do to move along the process back to “prepregnancy” so you can try again?