Chemical 🥺

I had what I believe to be a chemical. Faint lines that never got darker and then went negative again. I’m just kinda waiting for my period to come now. I have a lot of mixed feelings. I’m sad because I was happy even if it was for a few days. I also feel like it’s silly to be sad over something so early but a loss is a loss. This was my first pregnancy. That’s really all..