I’m absolutely disappointed today

My period is 3-4 days away… I took a test this morning and there was a faint line IMMEDIATELY, I saw it the second I looked at it… I was so excited to tell my boyfriend since we’ve been trying the last 3 months since we lost our pregnancy back in august…. I took another one just to confirm (cause I didn’t want to get his hopes up…)

The first photo is my first morning pee …. Then I took another one and it’s NEGATIVE 😭