Hey Everyone ☺️

So I had a baby girl over two years ago after so much struggle and loss and at that point I thought a boy would be great to start because well that’s convention right? A son to carry my husbands name blah blah blah… I found out I was having a girl and it affected me a little but I soon came round once she had a name and I was picking clothes out for her (like crazy) now I have my sweet Penelope and my goodness I wouldn’t change her for the world… she’s no girly girl but she really is a mamma”s girl and has her dad right where she wants him… and watching my husband bring up a little girl is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen… he’s so out of his comfort zone and he’s changed so much for the better… he loves his precious girl….

So fast forward to now I am pregnant again… I worked myself up so much for a boy I prayed git boys names ready the lot!! I was convinced I was having a boy because this pregnancy is so different!!!

I went for my scan on Saturday and yep I’m having another girl!! I didn’t fake my lack of excitement and why should I? My husband was over the moon he sees things so differently a sister for our baby girl a true best friend not to mention a healthy baby 💕

I let my expectation of society take over my brain and heart… a boy to carry a name, play sports etc etc but in the same breath it’s a lot of pressure to but on a child….

So anyway after finding out I got in my car had a long drive and I told all my family who were over the moon… we named her straight away! I was so drained from the emotion I slept and when I woke up I told my little girl she was having a baby sister! Well her reaction alone blew me away! She is soooo excited to meet her so much so she is willing to share her favourite blankey (trust me that is huge!!!! Now I simply cannot wait to meet my second little girl…. Im just trying to say once you know and once that baby is in your arms your love takes over any feelings you may have had… but do not let anyone tell you your feelings are stupid or unfair… tell people you can trust too because judgement doesn’t help at all you just need someone to listen 💕