I was expected to get my period yesterday and i started to take my progesterone nightly (to onset my period) because my dr & i had discussed a couple of months that my window to have a baby is pretty much closed due to my PCOS and age. Well i took it and no period, so my husband said you should really just take a test to make sure, i was like there is no way since i was diagnosed with PCOS when i was 20 and had 2 miscarriages (early both about a month along). We never used protection because it wouldn’t happen again trying for 21 years. Well i went and got the test and BOOM!! Right away!! It lit up like a Christmas tree!! I’m in shock, scared, excited, worried and happy. I can’t believe this is happening, this is such a great Christmas gift and birthday gift because my birthday is next week. So please pray for me, our baby and my husband. We are in utter shock!! It still doesn’t seem real. ✨✨✨✨

Ladies, remember it can happen, i keep telling myself Gods timing is the perfect timing!! Prayers for all of you!!

🚨🚨update!!

Late last night i went to the er because i was having some blood and cramping. After an ultrasound and blood work they confirmed that we lost the baby and i was experiencing a miscarriage. We are so devastated!! 😢😢. I hate going to the bathroom, seeing the blood i just cry every time. and the cramps early this morning were horrible. My husband has been amazing comforting and praying with me. I’m not mad at God I’m just sad. I was very blessed to have been pregnant for 6 weeks and i will forever be thankful for this pregnancy. God blessed me with an amazing nurse last night who worked years in labor and delivery & a dr who so understanding and sat by the bed consoling us. It’s in these moments that i still see God there. I’m going to follow up with my Obgyn and get a referral to a maternal fetal specialist and see what the plan will be moving forward. I believe God allowed this to happen because something greater is coming. Do give up hope ladies. I’m not, please keep us in your prayers. ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽