I’m 19+2 and my anxiety still seems really high some days and less others, 

I’m constantly worried about if my little man is okay, we have our anatomy scan at 20+6 and I’m so excited to see him but I’m still so worried that his heart has stopped.

I haven’t felt him move yet, sometimes I think I feel flutters but maybe once or twice since 18 weeks.

I just wanna be able to feel him move and know that he’s ok. We’ve given him a name now as well which makes it seem so much real now as well.