So fucking tired of my parents

Every Christmas break, or when they are not working is just some bs after another. I just don’t understand why they still bother “try” to be together if they make eachother so damn unhappy, and they make their bs even more difficult for us. It’s some years of infidelity, others of lying and anger issues and I just can’t find the reason why a person decides to stay when even their kids beg them to divorce and get it over with. Now if only the arguments stayed between the two then fine whatever, but then to be always the child in the middle, the one who hears both of their complaints of each other and different points of views and if you “pick” a side even if you don’t actually ever pick a side… you get bullshited on insulted or blackmailed with Material stuff.

Not even having a serious conversation with both of them separately about how much I want them to divorce and trying to let them see that that’s what’s best for all of us. Because then one of them goes on some damn stupid trip that that love them still. No you don’t, you just feel like you “wasted” all those years together if you divorce now