I’m 3 weeks postpartum and at first baby blues kicked my butt and now I feel like it’s starting to turn into ppd but my boyfriend doesn’t “believe” in mental illness he says all I do is sleep all day he just now got a job and I had her 3 weeks ago he’s worked 3 days and he doesn’t understand that it’s so much more than just “waking up every few hours to feed her”. I have a hard time even doing that because My iron is low I’m waiting to go to my doctors in a few days and I’m so depressed and distracted by how much he’s hurt me in these past few days by neglecting me I left my sweet baby girl on the changing table and forgot I broke down immediately and yelled for him to just still there and hold me while I told him what happen but he didn’t even do that he just sat beside me hugged me once I kept talking and he didn’t even try to comfort me I layed down and held her and sobbed he didn’t care I told him he could go in the living room and he ignored me I asked why he didn’t even comfort me and try to help he said it was because I had been an ass all day witch he says I’ve ALWAYS an ass on the daily witch I don’t see how I am I see him being mean to me I’m so lost I don’t know what to do I’m so hurt I just want him to hold me but I’m so mad and hurt