Is this a rainbow baby for any of you?

Sa

My first pregnancy was a loss at 8 weeks. Then I had my rainbow baby who is currently 16 months old. Then I had my second loss at 5/6 weeks. If this baby sticks it would be my second rainbow baby. It’s sooooo hard not to constantly worry. I check for blood every time I go to the bathroom! How do you guys deal with pregnancy after miscarriage? I will admit I do have a pretty good feeling about this one :) I really think I might get to bring this baby home!