Hate being insecure

I just need to vent. Anyone else insecure and hate it? I’m currently 30w pregnant with my second, they will only be a year and a half apart, so I definitely haven’t felt like myself in a couple years (hormones, body changes,etc.) well it’s caused me to be extra insecure, I’ve always had it a little but before getting pregnant I was really working on myself and starting to feel confident.

Anyways my husband knows this, so he tries to protect my feelings (he thinks I don’t know🤣) he was telling me about this new girl he has to train at work, and how she’s really old and blah blah blah, basically down playing her A LOT. Well the other day he got a friend request from the girl he was training (told me her name accidentally) and my goodness… she’s young probably mid to late 20s, and very attractive. They typical girl he would go for, dark hair, tattoos, nice smile and eyes, big boobs.

I know I shouldn’t feel a way, but I do and I HATE that I do. I don’t want to be “that girl” but damn am I sad and hurt.

Anyways just needed to vent because I don’t want to get upset with him, not his fault he’s working with a gorgeous girl.