Getting over a narcissist

I just got out of a narcissistic relationship. I felt like I was going crazy and I couldn’t understand why things were going downhill. I can’t stop reflecting on our relationship and how I flew past those red flags. I feel so heartbroken for letting myself down. I’m pregnant and now will be left with a scar on my face due to this relationship. I can’t even cry because it hurts. I have no one to speak to about this. Please just pray for me.