Too harsh or...?

Quick backstory:

My mom and I found my aunt dead on Jan.4th. My godmother came over this past weekend to give her condolences and spend time with us. (She misses the holidays)

After about 5 hours of her being here, she springs up and tells us she’s been sick and she can’t smell or taste.

I instantly tell her my concerns, I’m 32 weeks pregnant, I have 5 kids and we’re super cautious. I’d like her to get tested for free while she’s in town. She refuses.

Around 7pm, I’m ready for bed. Got my toddler to sleep. And hear a loud fall. My mom is screaming hysterically. Call 911!

Godmother is unresponsive. I see 4 loose pills on the counter. My mom says they’re not her pills. We argue about it as my mom is a recovering addict. God mother is also a recovering alcoholic.

Come to find out. They figured it was a good idea to drink a bottle of wine, pop Trazadone and smoke weed. A bunch of downers. They’re in their 60s.. and have other health issues.

I was pissed. God mother gets taken off to the hospital. I tell my mom, I won’t be picking her up- they chose to party and be risky. They’re grown women and knew the consequences. I’ll pay for her or their Uber but I refuse to wait up all night for the call that she’s being discharged.

By 2am my god mother is calling and texting saying she hasn’t been discharged yet but they ran a boat load of tests. I let her know that I’m falling asleep. I have mental health issues and paranoia. I don’t drive at night, I don’t stay up late, it will trigger a massive depression and two grown women who chose to dose up isn’t worth me suffering for the next few days.

I tell her again that I’ll pay for her Uber. She refused. “What if they rape me!?” So I told her I’m coming right now. Idc if you haven’t received your diagnosis, they have all the blood work and CT scans, they will call if there’s a serious issue. She told me her boyfriend would be pissed off about it, her not staying to get the diagnosis.. and me not waiting.

Well where’s he at? Why isn’t he here? If he’s so concerned- he should be here. “He’s mas because i shouldn’t be drinking and I took pills..” ok well. Same here. So why I am being held responsible?

I laid it all out, I’m 32 weeks pregnant with 5 other kids. I have depression and also have been struggling because of my aunts death. It’s 2am, I’m sleep deprived, and as someone who came with the intention of helping us- you’re causing more problems. My husband is pissed off because we have a no pill policy in our home due to my moms addiction. I don’t want to hear shit- you take my offer of a paid Uber or you can sit until tomorrow morning when I wake up.

I let me mom know how pissed off I was. How it should be her sitting up, waiting on her best friend (god mother) I found out the pills were my moms and how I don’t allow them in my home. I have a 2 year old who puts things in his mouth. How irresponsible, selfish and annoying it is for me to have to parent the 60 year old women..

They both didn’t talk to me the next day. My god mother apologized a bunch of times but I didn’t want to hear it. “Honestly I don’t care for your apology, I’m just glad you’re ok.. we can leave it at that. Oh and did you get your Covid test results?” She said she refused the Covid test 🥴🙄 like why!!??