Loss at 27+5

Hello, idk finding support is weird bc all pregnancy loss hurts, I know but it just seems like… who losses their baby this late? I just want someone who can relate to me. For like a gist of what happened, I got really sick late on December 17th and thought I had food poisoning so the next afternoon my boyfriend took me to the hospital because we were mostly worried ab dehydration because I had had literally zero issues this whole pregnancy, and when we got to the hospital my BP was like 214/109 when we got there and I was told I had HELLP syndrome and they didn’t have a labor and delivery, I was 27 weeks 5 days pregnant. So they stabilized my blood pressure and they took me in an ambulance to another one with labor and delivery where they then couldn’t find her heartbeat and since I had HELLP and my platelets were so low I had to do a vaginal delivery the next day at what would’ve been 27+6. Like I gave birth and she had all her organs and her little face and all ten fingers and ten toes. Like she was tiny but she looked ready to go home and I just feel like there’s no one to talk to about losing a baby when you’re that far along, so if you can relate please reach out and we can be buddies because I have been feeling so alone.

I also want to make clear that I am in no way diminishing anyones loss, I see you, and I hurt for you and with you mama. 💓 I wouldn’t wish the pain of this on anyone and I’m just speaking for my personal experience and how I feel.