Hi y’all! I have 3 daughters.. I stopped working in March 2020 due to covid and then I got pregnant and never went back and we decided it was better for me to be a sahm for the girls. Since then I’ve ran through my whole savings, unemployment ended, I’m getting no income at all and me and my husband don’t have joint bank accounts. I don’t have access to any of “our” money and he doesn’t give me any money. I’m completely broke. I feel like a loser. if the car needs gas I have to call him to Venmo me money and it’s always just enough for that not extra for anything else.

I’m embarrassed. I just told him I need to go get toilet paper and few other things and he didn’t say much and went back to the garage to work on his car. So it’s makes me uncomfortable to ask again